Like embracing a rose bush, I was gentle, but aware of the thorns.

Looking into her eyes, it all came back. The cafe in Doha, that first glimpse, troubled yet smiling in a distant way, followed by every memory, photo and video spanning months.

Wrapping my arms around her, I recalled just how delicate she was, her head tucking under my chin, against my rib cage. Like embracing a rose bush, I was gentle, but aware of the thorns.

They weren’t far behind as I inhaled her scent, and she was conscious of it.

“Please, I’ve been on that plane for seven hours, that’s disgusting!” She snapped but made no attempt to move.

“I’ll be the judge of that”, I exhaled, savouring the olfactory anomaly of her sweat and the distant linger of fragrant shampoo. Closing my eyes, I held onto that sensation as long as possible at the expense of every other sense. Finally, she pushed me away out of embarrassment rather than rejection and I felt it. She took one look at the car and shook her head.